My inspiration for this poem is from feeling lost in this world. I don't know where this will take me, but it is how I am feeling in the moment. This is the first poem I have written to give me some hope in life.
Searching For My Soul
Searching For My Soul
In this life I once felt hope. I sometimes still believe in this, but each moment a little less. I feel abandoned in my despair, and it's difficult to repair. I get broken each day some more, keeping these emotions in my core. I find myself hiding behind this smile,
the one that shows my denial. I have thoughts of lonesomeness, which no person should possess. I camouflage this so well; it feels like I'm in hell. I hurt on the inside, trying to push these demons aside. I want something better, to not feel all this terror. I know it can be manageable; there are things that make life tolerable. I just cannot find the thrill, like when I was a child with a one dollar bill. I remember when dreams were imaginable, now it feels like I'm undoubtedly fallible. I wish to find myself soon. This feels as if I'm trapped in a cocoon. I would like to hatch, not be so detached. I need to end this coldness, before death leaves me soulless.
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